who knew what we know now

good news all around, we heard the word remission, only one more chemo treatment left, back to school next semester, back to Rowmark now.
Its so good to be back there. To be back there designing and fabricating and being around wonderful people but also to have something to make time pass so much more quickly.
I am feeling quite grateful and thankful now, for lots of things and it feels good.
I went to the showchoir send-off tonight. It was great. I wish I could be in this show. I'm not convinced about the final costumes, but I am still jealous. And seeing the people who were just freshman when I was a senior 3 years ago and seeing how they have grown and realizing how long ago that was and how wonderful it was. mmm...so good.
An evening of showchoir and seeing friends and cooking...very enjoyable.
But now I will not be able to sleep and I can tell. I feel like its 7 in the evening right now. I have hours left in me before my body will even consider being sleepy. But I am confused about some happening this evening and wish that I could go to sleep now to make it go away.
But i must focus on my being grateful. I'm silly if I am not.
Mum and I are off to Anderson tomorrow so I can become a student again. Evidently if you have a life-threatening condition that requires you to be out of school, that means you cant be a student anymore. Its a little silly if you ask me. I don't know.
now I must find a way to occupy my anxious brain and hands and not make too huge of a mess.